Life Unsatisfied

Satisfaction (The contentment you feel when you have done something right). I am happy(guess so!!), exited sometimes but somehow the feeling "Satisfaction" is evading me again and again. Am I doing something wrong or am I getting it all wrong. So, I decided to ask a few if they have experienced "satisfaction" and all I got is a big NO.

So, what is this all about? This gave rise to even more questions, questions which have no answers but further questions. Is it something there for grabs but no one's ready to take it? People say only sages are satisfied and we are not sages. But at the end of the day everyone wants to feel it.

I had a trouble free childhood, commendable education and a decent job. But I want more and even more. Today, I have a two wheeler so now I want a car tommorow and may be a private jet the day after. I earn something, but I want MORE. Life seems so irksome coz I still don't have what I WANT.Epicurus rightly said "If a little is not enough for you, nothing is."
I ask myself, is there any end to my WANT of MORE?? Have I ever thanked the almighty for at least what he has given me? I have so much still I keep begging for more. I am such an ungrateful person.

Ahhh.. I guess I'm not qualified enough to find the answers.Maybe its time to thank God and start living for each day rather then cribbing about the future and the let the feeling of the satisfaction elude me.